A stream of my thoughts
I find that I have a blog but I never take the time to actually sit down and write down my original thoughts. It angers me that I am losing sight of who I am. For a year and 4 months of my life, I took the time to isolate myself from temptations, and behavior that can lead me astray and focus on my life and reflect on what I want and do not want to exist in it. At this time in my life, I was also celibate, so I was not stressing over the opposite sex in the same respect that I am now. It angers me that I waste my time over these boys when the cons clearly outweighs the pros. If he isn’t doing anything to substantially contribute to my life in a positive light, why would I begin to take myself back to a time when I felt uneasy with myself. At this time, I feel the need to once again reflect on how all of the past circumstances made me feel and how I could change that. The beautiful thing about time is that I know that through it, I will be able to accomplish what I am seeking, truth. I love myself and I will not settle for less. I know what I want, and I am going for it. For now, what I am going to focus on is self-reflection about my future, and where I see myself standing in 5 years.
